I thought that by now I would start waking up naturally. It's only sort of happening.
As you know from my recent narratives, I have been waking up in the middle of the night with little problem. But it's seriously getting old. I'm running out of things to do in the middle of the night. I've finished a novel, read several magazines, written rather extensively in my journal... I now TOTALLY understand the phrase 'burning the midnight oil.'
As both a social person AND a night owl, it's hard not to succumb to peer pressure and quit this thing at day 14 instead of 20.
I haven't decided what to do with myself tonight. I'm sort of edgy. I sort of want to break up with this experiment. But I won't. Instead - I'm going on hiatus for one night.
Tonight. I stay out after dark.